Ill confess, he's all I can think about. Why do I like him?! Don't I have a boyfriend? Uhm, lets just keep this between you and me. I'd never betray Bryce, but, really...ahemm, I would never cheat. But why can't I tell myself that I like him? Gawd, love sucks. Maybe this'll be all over with after February, (as Tina T calls it, the Looove Month(: ) I know, I know, Colette, REALLY?! You have Bryce! He's more than anyone can ever ask for. But lets face it. He's all I can think about... Bryce, I love youu, but you'll probably never even see this.
I'm at least allowed to be his friend, right? Bryce doesn't get jealous...right? Nahh, I've known him for 4 years! Why can't I do this? I know I'm only 13, and not ready for any kind of love yet, but why do I feel this way? My heart knows who my love is. Bryce. But why does it think he is my love? Because my head knows I like him? Why can't I just...KNOW. So this guy I know, is ah-mazing. I saw him today, in fact. I know he doesn't like me, or at least I think he doesn't. He knows we are just friends... but I don't know how long I can stay 'just friends.' I made a promise...or at least I remember I did. And I'll forget the world that I knew, but I swear I won't forget you.
We put our sunblock on, gazed at the clouds and vowed that we'd live and we'd learn, but he got a tan and I got a sunburn.
Hey Christine, how do you feel about this? What would you say? Are you proud..?
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